Khilangan awak berat buad saia :'(

Assalamualaikum . Dah lama Deeja ta update blog kann ? Hum , takda mood nak update . Lgp0wn , bukannya ada sapa nak pduli p0wn . Kann ? :) Deeja ada story . Story ny sdehh . Deeja harap , suma buleh trima luahan deeja ny ea ?

Skarang ny kan , smua dah brakhir . Dahh takda happy dlam haty deeja . Deeja sayang dea , sayang sangat . Tp dea ta pnah fham deeja . Dea ta pnah fkir sal deeja .Deeja taw , smua ny salah deeja . Deeja bnyak buad dea marah , sakit haty n mcam-2 lhaa . Deeja dah minta maaf . Tp dea buad don't know jaa . Bnyak problem deeja ngan dea . dea dah ta sayang deeja lagy . dah lama kmy ta contact , deeja ingat dea marah kat deeja . Upanya phone dea hilang . Kcian deaa :( Lastly dea sent msg at FB .

Dea ckap kat deeja , smoga deeja bhagia ngan orang laen . Then dea ckap dea tamaw gnngu deeja dah lpas neyhh . Knapa dea ckap mcam tue ? Deeja trasa sngat . Kmarin , deeja ada try call dea sbab terlalu rendu wlaopun deeja tawu phone dea hilang . Tp kan , byla deeja call , dapat . deeja heran lhaaa . Then msg dea , Nak taw dea reply paa ? "Ngantoklah . Nak tdoq . bye . " Byla baca jaa text tue , terus deeja nanges . Byla deeja call dea , lgsong dea ta agkat wlaopun skaly . Deeja bukan nya nak gnggu dea , deeja just nak explain dary dea . Benci sngat kahh dea at deeja ny ? Terasa sangat . Knapa dea buad smua ny at deeja ? Dea ta kcian at deeja ka ? Dulu dea ckap dea sayang deeja . Kalo sayang , knapa dea buad kputusan tergantung mcam ny ? I need his explain . Slama ny , cuma dea yang buleh buad deeja happy . Lpas ny , dah takda owg yg nak bg ak slalu t’senyum mcam dulu . 

Tadakk dah 0wg nak bg nsehat at deeja , nak bg smangat at deeja n also nak dgaq problem deeja .

Everything was over :’(

Knapa deeja kna hadapi smua neyhh ? Deeja sayangg deaaa . Deeja takmau khilangan dea . Tlonk lha pham deeja . Smua ny salah deeja sbab deeja trlalu mgharapkan deaa . Okay , deeja taknak apapun dary dea . Deeja just nak explain dary dea . Tue jaa pmintaan deeja drpada dea .

Deeja minta maaf sangat dah bnyak mnyusahkan hidup deaaa . Deeja sayang dea . Deeja rendu text deaa . Deeja sunyii sangat . :'(
Hanya Allah jaa yang taw prasaan deeja skarang . Btw IMISSYOUSOMUCHH !

Miss you a lot !