Khilangan awak berat buad saia :'(

Assalamualaikum . Dah lama Deeja ta update blog kann ? Hum , takda mood nak update . Lgp0wn , bukannya ada sapa nak pduli p0wn . Kann ? :) Deeja ada story . Story ny sdehh . Deeja harap , suma buleh trima luahan deeja ny ea ?

Skarang ny kan , smua dah brakhir . Dahh takda happy dlam haty deeja . Deeja sayang dea , sayang sangat . Tp dea ta pnah fham deeja . Dea ta pnah fkir sal deeja .Deeja taw , smua ny salah deeja . Deeja bnyak buad dea marah , sakit haty n mcam-2 lhaa . Deeja dah minta maaf . Tp dea buad don't know jaa . Bnyak problem deeja ngan dea . dea dah ta sayang deeja lagy . dah lama kmy ta contact , deeja ingat dea marah kat deeja . Upanya phone dea hilang . Kcian deaa :( Lastly dea sent msg at FB .

Dea ckap kat deeja , smoga deeja bhagia ngan orang laen . Then dea ckap dea tamaw gnngu deeja dah lpas neyhh . Knapa dea ckap mcam tue ? Deeja trasa sngat . Kmarin , deeja ada try call dea sbab terlalu rendu wlaopun deeja tawu phone dea hilang . Tp kan , byla deeja call , dapat . deeja heran lhaaa . Then msg dea , Nak taw dea reply paa ? "Ngantoklah . Nak tdoq . bye . " Byla baca jaa text tue , terus deeja nanges . Byla deeja call dea , lgsong dea ta agkat wlaopun skaly . Deeja bukan nya nak gnggu dea , deeja just nak explain dary dea . Benci sngat kahh dea at deeja ny ? Terasa sangat . Knapa dea buad smua ny at deeja ? Dea ta kcian at deeja ka ? Dulu dea ckap dea sayang deeja . Kalo sayang , knapa dea buad kputusan tergantung mcam ny ? I need his explain . Slama ny , cuma dea yang buleh buad deeja happy . Lpas ny , dah takda owg yg nak bg ak slalu t’senyum mcam dulu . 

Tadakk dah 0wg nak bg nsehat at deeja , nak bg smangat at deeja n also nak dgaq problem deeja .

Everything was over :’(

Knapa deeja kna hadapi smua neyhh ? Deeja sayangg deaaa . Deeja takmau khilangan dea . Tlonk lha pham deeja . Smua ny salah deeja sbab deeja trlalu mgharapkan deaa . Okay , deeja taknak apapun dary dea . Deeja just nak explain dary dea . Tue jaa pmintaan deeja drpada dea .

Deeja minta maaf sangat dah bnyak mnyusahkan hidup deaaa . Deeja sayang dea . Deeja rendu text deaa . Deeja sunyii sangat . :'(
Hanya Allah jaa yang taw prasaan deeja skarang . Btw IMISSYOUSOMUCHH !

Miss you a lot ! 

kesah lamaa :))

hye ? kmy da s0mething nk cita . cita ny hepyyy :DD h0pe k0wunk suma shuka ea ?urmm , ary tue kmy kuaq nan akak unkat aq . dahh dua ta0n kmy ta jumpa dy akhirnya dpat gak jumpa . mang hepy gilew arr . wla0p0wn ta bpa beztt . atleast kmy leh jumpa kak kmy . haha ! (watsyi0qb0leyy) humm , wktu tue dy mcam ta bapa lyan kmy sgt . kmy p0wn tataw napa . nseb baek kmy bwak spupu kmy . kal0 x , x da kwan lha kmy .kmy suma hang 0ut at jitra . bestt w0oo ~ p ngn bass ja . haha ! cry experience bawuu . . hakhak ! dy bwak balak dy , kwan2 dy n kak unkat dy . bub tue dy ta bapa lyan kmy k0wn . btw , kmy maafkan dy . kmy sayangg dy sangatsangat . skunk dy mcam dahh brubah . ntah lha napa . dy brubah sangat . 0kayy , abaikan .hurmm , wktue nk blekk , kmy da minx beg dy . nk taw x kmy wtpa ngn beg dy ?kmy bg angribird n d0mo ksayangan kmy at dy . kmy sayangg gilagila benda uhh , tp kmy da tataw nk bg pa dahh at kak unkat kmy . kmy bg jew lhaa , sayanggg punya psal . hikhikhik . .last last dy dapat taw jugak yg bnda uhh kmy yg bg . actually kmy tamaw bg dy taw . hikhikhik . . .time nak blekk , kmy salam nan dy , kmy tg0wk dy cam nak nangis jeaa . hurmmm , sdeyy . . sbab kena tnggal dy . dy 2 ch0mell sangat .da penat da nyy nak cita . nnty nnty kmy cita lg ea ? 0kayyyy . . .0pssss ! lupa nak cakap .. kmy sayangggg kakaa arrisha sngat sangt ! bye ! <3

st0ry mory baruuu . .

hye ! da lma aq x update bl0g aq . bnyak sngat cita yg aq nk cta at smua .

urmm, haaaa ! psal exam . aq hepy gilew . ujian prtengahan th0n aq mningkat bnyak sgt . wk2 first exam , dlam klas aq dpat 6be 29 , tp exam sc0nd aq dpat 6be 17 . . syi0qq nya ! heheehe . . (saiamemanggedix) dlam tngkatan plak aq dpat 6be 51 . agak ter0k lhaa . tp it's uke , atleast aq mningkat .

0kayy ! 2 psal exam . . nk cta apa lg ea ? urm , psal kwan . . bnyak sgt lha msalah . bwu-2 ny aq bgad0h nan s0wanx budax neyhh . dlu dy ny kwn baek aq . tp skunk dak dhh . aq x suka pngai dy . dy 2 dpan-2 jew baek , baek sngat sngat sngat tp dlam aty busuk gilew ! aq bnci 0wg hip0krit mcam uhh !pngai dy mmang pelik sgt ! dulu mang aq syangs dy  tp skunk ,, jgn hrap lha wehh ! dngan apa yg dy dh buad at kwan-2 aq , jgn hrap aq nk kwan ngn dy mcm dulu ! dy mmang ta guna ! dy mang x leh tg0wk aq lbeh ckit dri dy ! dengkiii !  dy suka kongkong aq . bla aq rpat ngn kwan-2 aq yg len dy perli kwan-2 aq . hishhhh ! mlas arr nk cita psal dy agy . wt sket aty jewww ! huhhhh ! tr0s hilang m0od aq ! kbye . .